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emotionally stunted thy name is imogen oddpick.

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Once you get the feeling it wants you back for more;
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Imogen's Schedule. )

036. [06 May 2012|06:09pm]
It's Ritchie's funeral tomorrow. And Victoria's the day after. I'm giving a eulogy then.

I feel sick already I've never been to a funeral before.

035. [02 May 2012|10:57pm]
Victoria died.

Who else?

Who is okay? I'm doing a roll call.

ETA.

Dead list.
Victoria Frobisher
Ritchie Coote
Colin Creevey
Morag MacDougal
Nott, Snr.
Ginny's brother
Zoë Boot
Sally-Anne Perks

034. [29 Apr 2012|01:35pm]
I want this week to pass by quicker and happier. There were only a couple of good things about the past week and I want to carry them over and forget about everything else that was messy.

033. [26 Apr 2012|04:12pm]
WARDED TO DEMELZA
I know it's really stupid of me to be warding you when you're not here and you're not out there and I don't know if you're going to be and



Yes.

I have so much I want to talk to you about. But I couldn't talk about it all, even if you were here, because part of it's not even about me. But I don't know what to do about anything. And I need cheering up and you're so good at that. Even if it's selfish to want you to be cheering me up, considering where you are. Why are you not here A friend of mine is in trouble, I guess, but it's not something I can help with and I hate feeling useless and everyone else can tell me it's okay but I believe it more when you say it. But you can't say it because you're in trouble too with something I can't help with either.

And now Andrew and Jack are just not here and Zoë's not been here for a bit and that means Tommy's probably not here. I guess maybe they're safe, at least. At least they've got that.

I love you, Dem. Please be safe.

032 [25 Apr 2012|10:28am]
I keep trying to prepare myself, but sometimes classes are so weird I don't know what to do with it anymore.

WARDED TO FORMER PREFECTS (MINUS SLYTHERINS, EXCEPT YOUDLE)
Hello.

I know that we have no official, school-sanctioned authority left but I think that it would be a terrible thing to just accept that the IS is all that's left. Well, I suppose it is officially but I think that we should continue to try to do our best unofficially. Naturally, we can't do things like give or take points any longer, but I still think that there's some good that we can do.

I'm just not entirely sure what yet. Does anyone have any ideas? I plan to continue helping my house as best I possibly can, even in its diminished state, but I want to know if anyone has ideas for anything further we could do.

If not, it's fine. Clearly, I'm at a bit of a loss.

031. [23 Apr 2012|08:19pm]
What is the matter with everyone.

Lack of question mark equals rhetorical. This time.

030. [19 Apr 2012|12:03pm]
WARDED TO GRYFFINDOR + HONORARY GRYFFINDORS (TOMMY, ZOE)
Each and every one of you is a great person. And I have positive feelings towards and about all of you.

WARDED TO DEMELZA AND GINNY
Hello. I know you're not there. I miss you.

029. [17 Apr 2012|08:31pm]
The past twenty four hours have been pretty dreadful. They're high up there on my life's worst list.

028. [14 Apr 2012|11:37pm]
I heard some third years earlier talking about how they think Madame Pomfrey's been murdered.

While it seems far-fetched, of course, I was just wondering if anyone had seen her. I went down earlier and she wasn't in.

WARDED TO TOMMY
Hello. Are you okay? Did you do anything to Harper?

WARDED TO DEMELZA LAVENDER
I have an important matter I want to discuss with you.

027. [13 Apr 2012|03:58am]
I can't believe they took Wilkie.

026. [11 Apr 2012|04:16am]
WARDED TO G6
Hello. I was very stupid today. But I did it for a good reason, but I want to give you all a heads up.

WARDED TO THEODORE
Hi.

I know it's really bad form but can I ask you for a favour. It's a really little one, though.

025. [10 Apr 2012|03:38am]
Over the holidays, I had the Rolling Stones played for me and I said I didn't mind them. But I lied. Because my friends were the ones who played it and they liked them and I'm a bit of a git, but I didn't want to hurt their feelings or stamp on something they loved. My friends have very expectant faces. But, the point is, I didn't like the Rolling Stones very much at all. And I'd much rather have never had to listen to them ever, ever again.

But I would rather listen to them all day and all night than have to sit and listen to some of the things people keep saying here. And I don't want to watch any of it either.

And I think people are arseholes and I'm tired of them being arseholes.

024. [08 Apr 2012|03:34pm]
I don't understand why anyone would want to go back to detention ever.

WARDED TO GRYFFINDOR
Hello. Can we do something this evening? Maybe some games or something after dinner. Thanks.

Lavender Please no kissing games.

023. [07 Apr 2012|01:18pm]
Last summer, I interned at the DMLE. But it's coming up to summer again and I've no idea what I want to do. I've sent out owls, obviously, already and my parents have pointed me in several directions. But it's an important decision for my future and I'm afraid I've no clue what to do.

I hate that. It's important to spend your summer being productive, I think.

022. [30 Mar 2012|11:15pm]
I hate
Andrew's not
Putting someone in a cage is
The Carrows are the worst

I will stab punch the next person who carves something into my library table.

021. [27 Mar 2012|04:40pm]
WARDED PRIVATE
People who will probably die soon and who I should prepare myself to hear of their demise

  • Ginny Weasley. Gone. Probably unsurprising. Not heard of. Probably best for her she's not here. Clever, resourceful. She'll be okay.

  • Andrew Kirke. Gone. Shouldn't have been as surprised. Wrote, at least. Don't know how that's going to work out.


  • Keep calm. Pull yourself together. Victoria needs you.

    020. [23 Mar 2012|11:27pm]
    The newspaper this morning was really interesting. I'm not quite sure what to make of it all.

    019. [17 Mar 2012|01:45am]
    I cannot wait until we leave and get to King's Cross and I can stop having to deal with all of this for a while.

    But I did get a friendship bracelet yesterday. Which was unusual. And indicative of the sort of thing I could deal with that, over the holidays. Friends, that is, not bracelets.

    018. [14 Mar 2012|11:05pm]
    If I don't learn to Apparate soon, I'm going to feel like a huge failure. This is unacceptable.

    017. [11 Mar 2012|10:03pm]
    Everyone seems so whiny sad.

    Stop it.

    Turn that frown upside down.

    016. [03 Mar 2012|11:10pm]
    WARDED TO DEXTER
    You're a twat. Ergo, you must fight with your friends a lot. So if you do it a lot, you must know how to deal with it. Tell me. Please.

    WARDED TO LAVENDER
    I'm fighting with a friend and I'm not going to say sorry. But I would like some help with how to manage it. I am unsure how to deal with these weird awful feelings.

    015. [01 Mar 2012|09:51pm]
    I am so tired of what people think is acceptable behaviour in the library. No, you may not sit and fart a tune or belch the alphabet. You have your dorm for that, god.

    014. [27 Feb 2012|03:23pm]
    WARDED TO THEODORE
    You ignored me.

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